| PLEASE COME... IM BEGGING |
[Aug. 6th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pg.99 - your face is a rape scene | ] |
WE ARE ALSO PLAYING IN ATLANTA AT THE EYDRUM THIS SATURDAY WITH GIANT, TIDES, AND IRREVERSIBLE.
PLEASE COME AND SEE US
WE HAVE NEW MERCH. |
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| you know who you are |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | embrace today - between you and me | ] |
You're dead to me, You became some one else, You fucking sold me out, You fucking sold me out, My heart is empty, Just like your words before, My love is dead, Just like your words before, I am not the first one and i'm sure i'm not the last, Fuck You
-blake
ps these two words still mean a lot to me |
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| my friend knows me best |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Me - Heartache | ] |
"just rest your head on me
i will always be here
just rest your head on me
everything will be alright
just rest your head on me
i promise that i'll love you as much as i can
as much as you'll allow me to do
just let me love you"
heartache by aaron wamack(my best friend in the whole world)
he wrote this song about me and girls
he wrote this song about him and girls
-blake
ps i hope you find this and you know its about you. |
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| go to this |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|09:58 pm] |
why?
because we are better than every band thats playing the loaf, because we care way more and we put more heart and passion into our music.
-blake |
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| hey there come to this |
[Dec. 22nd, 2005|11:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | LOL | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kings killed | ] |
LOSS will be sold at that show, so com and buy it
love,
blake |
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| shut the fuck up |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|05:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lucero | ] |
It's nights like these that make me sleep all day
It's nights like these that make you feel so far away
It's nights like these when nothing is for sure
It's nights like these I don't want you anymore
And I've only got this one wish
That I was good enough to make you forget
The only boy who ever broke your heart
Cause nights like these tear me apart
It's nights like these the sad songs don't help
It's nights like these your heart's with someone else
It's nights like these I feel like giving up
It's nights like these I don't seem to count for much
The beer tastes like blood and my mouth is numb
I can't make the words I need to say
She had a weakness for writers
And I was never that good at the words anyways
yeah yeah yeah
shut the fuck up.
-blake |
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| my bracelet is breaking, how ironic |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|10:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kayo dot - a pitcher of summer | ] |
im sick again, i have been bed ridden for the past three days.
everytime i swallow my ears explode with pain, i cant stand it anymore.
im so tired of being "spied" on, i cant trust anyone.
im so tired of picking other peoples pieces.
my birthday is in 3 days, and i couldn't care less. i have no feeling. i am numb.
lucy and i broke up five minutes ago, everyone else won, congrats good game.
too bad, i loved her, but she needs to concentrate on other things.
i dont care about anyone, no one cares about me
-blake
ps to everyone who hates me, the war is over, i dont know what you want from me |
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| uggghhhh |
[Nov. 20th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | american football - but the regrets are killing me | ] |
fuck im depressed... i feel like a burden on everyone.
i wish i could make everyone happy all the time.
i dont know this shit sucks.
this season sucks every year.
i'm so confused with my life right now.
one day at a time i guess.
god why does everyone suck. why can't i have a real fucking friend.
someone just fucking surprise me for once instead of being so predictable.
-blake |
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| what the falk |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|08:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Acrid - slow death | ] |
EVEN CIRCLES
CIRCLE ONE: THE OUTSIDE
1. What's your name: Blake
2. How tall are you: 6'0"
3. What color are your eyes: brown
4. What color is your hair: black
5. Are you Male or Female: male
6. What is your best feature (physically): my arms and hands
7. What's your shoe size: 9
8. Glasses, yes or no: no
9. Did you ever have braces: nope
10. On a typical day you are wearing: jeans, dropdead shirt, and black converse
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: nothing
12. You work out/exercise about how often: everyday
CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands: iron and wine, lucero, cannibal corpse, songs: ohia, the locust
2. Name five of your favorite singers: j. molina, sam beam,corpsegrinder, jonsi birgusson, b. connally
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: pounded into dust, fever dream, sixteen
4. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life right now: there is always lots so here...
Iron & Wine - fever dream/the promising light
"Some days her shape in the doorway
Will speak to me
A bird’s wing on the window
Sometimes I’ll hear when she’s sleeping
Her fever dream
A language on her face
I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come
Some days, like rain on the doorstep
She’ll cover me
With grace in all she offers
Sometimes I'd like just to ask her
What honest words
She can’t afford to say, like
I want your flowers like babies want God’s love
Or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come"
Cannibal Corpse - pounded into dust
"Blood soaks the ground
In their own, they will drown
Surrounded by disgust
Pounded into dust"
Youth Attack - bsemmbty
"BEING STRAIGHT EDGE MAKES ME BETTER THAN YOU"
5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago:
Sun Kil Moon and Red House Painters
lord kill the pain
"don't want to ask you again
kill my girlfriend
and kill my best friend sam
cause i saw them making eyes again
lord kill the pain"
duk koo kim
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: THE RADIO SUCKS
7. What's the last CD you bought: thumbscrew
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: mix
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: i'm not really embarrased by anything
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: jason molina solo acoustic set
11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: just about anything on the radio
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: slipknot
CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: jim carrey
2. Name your favorite actress: naomi watts
3. Name your favorite television show right now: spongebob
4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: delicatessen
5. Your favorite canceled television show: upright citizens brigdade
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: war of the worlds
8. You would never watch a movie with: a loud person
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: POPCORN
10. Three favorite tv channels: nicktoons, national geographic, hbo
11. Favorite reality show: none
12. Favorite character on a reality show: idk
CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)
1. coffee: intellectual
2. dog: dick
3. slut: whore
4. candy: sweet
5. pole: stipper
6. ocean: *sigh*
7. brave: underworld
8. loving: parents
9. cookie: balls
10. death: metal
11. life: size
12. child: care
CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer) I PUT THEM IN QUOTES
1. "Ten guilty men go free" OR One innocent man goes to jail (for life)
2. "Eaten by a lion" OR Eaten by thousands of small insects
3. "A life of contentment without love" OR A life with love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR "Bungee jumping off a bridge"
5. A lifetime of listening to nothing but elevator music......"there's no second choice."
6. "No television" OR No music:
7. "No more pizza", ever OR No more chocolate, ever:
8. "A trip to Europe" OR a trip to Hawaii
9. "An hour with your future soul mate" OR An hour with a lost loved one
10. "No longer being able to cry" OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry
11. Sex without love OR "love without sex"
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR "being loved by someone you don't love"
CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE
1. Are you currently in a relationship: yes
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: no
3. Are you a virgin: no
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one:
5. How many times have you been "in love": i dont know
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) now: i'm in love
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: boobs, smile, clothes
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: humor, not too independent, understanding/patient
9. Biggest turn offs include: sluttyness, no morals, superiority complex
10. Your ideal date would be: hanging out comfortably with my date....
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: wheni do i do
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return: highschool or fucked up girls
CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS
(of your friends, who would you say is:)
1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: lucy
2. The most rational: kris
3. The funniest: jeremy
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone with: lucy
5. The craziest (but in a good way): jeremy
6. The most honest: kris
7. The purest: me
8. The smartest: chris duresta
9. The most athletic: i really don't have any super athletic friends
10. The most compassionate: no one
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: me, murder
12. The last one that said "i love you": lucy
THE CORE
1. If you could say one thing to one person, but you've been to afraid to say it, what would it be (you don't have to give their name): FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| PLEASE COME... IM BEGGING |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|09:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sids - kandy kane | ] |
COME ON IT'S GOING TO BE AWESOME!!! |
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| im grumpy bitches |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|12:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tragedy - Call To Arms | ] |
THIS ENTRY IS GOING TO BE REALLY LONG...
first off
NYC: i hate NYC, its depressing in a bad way, people are rude, no sweet tea, too much walking, too much fashion, too expensive, i cant comprehend people there. it just sucks dick. demon dick dunked in glitter.
it was nice to see lucy, she is too good to me, that's the way it goes. though it angers me.
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coming home was great
i need a new job soon, i want to quit soon, i need more money.
mahciu could take off if people would just like us. and if we could get shit done.
it will happen, i need to fucking make it happen.
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LITTLE RANT: GIRLS ARE FUCKING STUPID IDIOTS, every single one, dont date a fucking guy because you think he is a fucking rockstar, he is not a fucking rockstar he just has you figured out and even if he wanted to have a normal relationship he cant because you'll lose interest, you all like cocky assholes, that wreck your fucking pussy, thats all you want...
1.flowers
2.money
3.someone to make you feel like shit then build you up
4.and most importantly someone to wreck your fucking vagina and cum all over you face and hair.
Highschool girls: stop talking to me, im not interesting im honest, im not going to sweep you off your feet, you are going to lose your virginity someone you will end up hating, and its going to be nothing like in the movies
ATTENTION ALL FEMALES...
YOUR LIVES ARE NOT FUCKING MOVIES GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET REAL YOU STUPID FUCKING SLUTS.
girls: you are not cool, because you used to be lame, prepare to be fucking wrecked.
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NEW SUBJECT: STRAIGHTEDGE/SELLING OUT
one question: Is no one fucking straight edge anymore?
really seriously im not talking about toughguy or overnight sellouts, im talking about people last, im talking about people who actually feel strongly.
I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE THINKING ITS COOL TO DRINK/SMOKE/DO DRUGS or FUCK 57 girls and still think they are edge... newsflash you aren't motherfucker.
SELLOUTS...FUCK OFF AND DIE
A little something you should know im fucking straight fucking edge til the day i fucking die you fucking weak ass pussy piece of shit, when you are at "sweet" party, i am fucking edge, while you are sitting down to a candle lit dinner on you and your husband/wife's 10th wedding anniversary sipping some wine, i'll be with my wife drinking water because its the people and the time and the memories, not getting fucked up or getting some courage to do something crazy in the bed room.
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some good fucking songs
"It’s hard to put the gun down when you feel it’s someone else’s finger on the trigger. Are you satisfied with your life? Take a knife and carve into your chest all my fears, and I’ll stand before you with my arms spread apart and my head up tall, and I’ll scream down every lie ever told to you. When the shit hits the fan some kids sell out, while others look up and smile. "
"...STRAIGHT EDGE - I won't compromise.
STRAIGHT EDGE - We won't compromise.
STRAIGHT EDGE - Together.
STRAIGHT EDGE - Forever.
STRAIGHT EDGE - United.
STRAIGHT EDGE - Represent."
and one more thing: STAIGHT EDGE WILL ALWAYS BE PUNKROCK, IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE RESISTANCE, IT WILL ALWAYS BE DIFFERENT... so all you fucking drunks and smokers who think you are cool because you aren't edge well welcome to being like everyone everywhere, why are bars always full? because EVERYONE drinks... go ahead try to find a way justify it.
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anyone who said blah blah blah to the above is obviously depressed because of allt the wrong reasons and are searching.
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and lastly
country is so fucking IN
take it away johnny C.
"My name it is Sam Hall an' I hate you, one and all.
An' I hate you, one and all:
Damn your eyes."
"When I was just a baby, my mama told me, "Son,
Always be a good boy; don't ever play with guns."
But I shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die."
and the best for last
"There's a man going around taking names
And he decides who to free and who to blame
Everybody won't be treated all the same
There'll be a golden ladder reaching down
When the Man comes around
The hairs on your arm will stand up
At the terror in each sip and in each sup
Will you partake of that last offered cup?
Or disappear into the potter's ground
When the Man comes around
Hear the trumpets, hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singing
Multitudes are marching to the big kettledrum
Voices calling, voices crying
Some are born and some are dying
It's Alpha and Omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks
Till Armageddon no shalam, no shalom
Then the father hen will call his chickens home
The wise man will bow down before the throne
And at His feet they'll cast their golden crowns
When the Man comes around
Whoever is unjust let him be unjust still
Whoever is righteous let him be righteous still
Whoever is filthy let him be filthy still
Listen to the words long written down
When the Man comes around
Hear the trumpets, hear the pipers
One hundred million angels singing
Multitudes are marching to the big kettledrum
Voices calling and voices crying
Some are born and some are dying
It's Alpha and Omega's kingdom come
And the whirlwind is in the thorn tree
The virgins are all trimming their wicks
The whirlwind is in the thorn tree
It's hard for thee to kick against the pricks
In measured hundred weight and penny pound
When the Man comes around."
thats all,
blake the fucking snake
ps FUCK YEAH |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2005|09:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black dice - things will never be the same | ] |
so my license is suspended for 6 months,im sure it make s some people happy, im glad that my enemies have something to laugh at, i hope it brings them happiness, i hope it solves all their problems.
the upside is the fact, i'll see who my real friends are.
-blake
fuck you
(clarification: i had an accident 3 months after i got my license when i was 16, i rear ended some guy, it was my fault. then there was a fucking hurricane one morning, there was no sun and lots of rain, this fucking bitch slammed on her breaks and i slammed on mine 50 feet behind her i was moving at 35mph and i SLID into her, i am going to kill that bitch. both of these were over a year and a half ago. i just got a letter in the mail stating that i can drive until april.) |
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| "im just southern boy who dreams of nights in NYC" |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|09:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lucero - my best girl | ] |
"well i'm a sucker for some pretty eyes
but they're going home with some other boy tonight
hell, i guess i'll be fine
'cause there's one girl whose all mine
she's seen it before, she'll see it again
because those other girls are going home with him
and i'll go back to her and she don't mind
she's my best girl
she's got six strings
she knows all about these
heartbreaking things
and though her eyes might not shine
she's always by my side
hell, she's all mine
for all night
she's my best girl by far
she's all mine
for all night
and she'll never break my heart
well she don't care if i come home late
or if i don't come home for seven long nights
she knows that i'm hers and she knows to wait
she knows those other girls just won't last
she knows i'll always come on back
to her
she's all that i've got
she's my best girl
she's got six strings
she knows all about these
heartbreaking things
and though her eyes might not shine
she's always by my side
she's all mine
for all night
she's my best girl by far
she's all mine
for all night
the only girl a boy can trust
is his guitar"
aaaaaannnnnnnnndddddddddd
"i can't let you be
cause your beauty won't allow me
wrapped in white sheets
like an angel from a bedtime story
shut out what they say
cause your friends are fucked up anyway
and when they come around
somehow they feel up and you feel down
when we were kids
we hated things our parents did
we listened low
to casey kasem's radio show
that's when friends were nice
to think of them just makes you feel nice
the smell of grass in spring
and october leaves cover everything
have you forgotten how to love yourself?
i can't believe all the good things that you do for me
sat back in a chair
like a princess from a faraway place
nobody's nice
when you're older your heart turns to ice
and shut out what they say
they're too dumb to mean it anyway
when we were kids
we hated things our sisters did
backyard summer pools
and christmases were beautiful
and the sentiment
of coloured mirrored ornaments
and the open drapes
look out on frozen farmhouse landscapes
have you forgotten how to love yourself?"
"It's cold here in the city
Always seems that way
I've been thinking about you almost everyday
Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the bad
Thinking about how bad it feels all alone again
I'm sorry for the way things are in China
I'm sorry things ain't what they used to be
But more than anything else
I'm sorry for myself
That you're not here with me
My friends all ask about you
I say you're doing fine
I expect to hear from you almost anytime
They all know I'm lying
I can't sleep at night
They all know I'm dying deep down inside
I'm sorry for all the lies I told you
I'm sorry for the things I didn't say
But more than anything else
I'm sorry for myself
I can't believe you went away
I'm sorry if I took some things for granted
I'm sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
I'm sorry for myself
For living without you"
-blake |
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| i read it |
[Sep. 25th, 2005|11:42 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a silver mt.zion - 13 angels standing guard around your bed | ] |
Tell us 20 things about you
and then tag 6 others to do the same.
1.i hate just about everything
2.i am impatient
3.i don't have a high physical pain tolerance
4.i like to read but i never have time
5.i like working when im there i just hate driving
6.i hate girls, because they are stupid idiots
7.i am afraid of the dark
8.i don't showers everyday
9.i need a haircut
10.i love waking up in the middle of the night and realizing i don't have to goto work for a couple hours
11.i hate girls alot
12.it depresses me when people prove to be worthless and typical and selfish
13.san fransisco is the coolest city
14.i feel unappriciated and used everyday
15.im not a big fan of christians
16.im confused about what to do with my hair
17.i wish i could turn into the hulk
18.i think im going to get weiner implants
19.i pick my nose
20.i am hungry
anyone can do this
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this early mourning i had 2 dreams
one consisted of me sitting in a restaurant alone, while i was waiting on my meal, a very wealthy looking man,which happened to be the governer or something political, approached me and said "hello, i need you to take a walk with me" so i began walking with the man, we were walking on a sidewalk and then he said " look ahead" and we were in a desert and the was a huge moutain, and the ground was cracked and dry. we continued walking and we walked through the desert for so long, and we finally got back to the restaurant and he pulled a gun out and told everyone to leave the restaurant, and we sat in two chairs with gasoline cans on each side and he said to me he was sorry and that i shouldnt worry. and the cans exploded and i woke up.
two consisted of a girl i know and me walking through atlanta, as we were walking she grabbed my hand and said "im sorry for everything i have done to you, please forgive me, i want to be with you, i can finally see what i was missing out on" and i naturally forgave her, and we walked and saw leah, vince, and john and they congradulated me on my show, and their heads didn't move they were stationary and i felt really uncomfortable, i thought it was a nightmare, because the girl i knew dissappeared, but then she grabbed my hand and said lets go. so we continued and the city was dead, no one was there, we curled up underneath a bridge and she told me she loved me, she told me differently, and i woke up.
soo i just wanted to document them so i wouldn't forget.
later tater,
blake |
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| i remember, i'm just not in highschool anymore |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|07:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lucero - i just fall | ] |
| You are a Great Girlfriend | 
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too! |
| Your Hidden Talent | 
You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. |
| You're a Romantic Kisser | 
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet |
| Your Power Color Is Gold | 
At Your Highest:
You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.
At Your Lowest:
You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.
In Love:
You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.
How You're Attractive:
You passion for life makes others passionate about you.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Having Fun?" |
ughhh working in the shit and no one cares how i am doing? |
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| another quiz |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|07:54 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rilo kiley - the absence of god | ] |
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